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A Tree Grows in Brooklyn: My Coming-of-Age Story

Thursday Mar 30, 2006

If anyone had asked me during my high school years (or maybe even a few months ago), I would have readily replied that JD Salinger’s The Catcher in the Rye best describes my coming-of-age. The jadedness! The insecurity! The bleak outlook of the future! It echoed the sentiments of my poor, misguided soul. Then I grew up, reread The Catcher in the Rye, and realized that I didn’t quite like it as much as I used to. It’s basically the ramblings of a teenager about to reach rock bottom, and I already have enough of that from myself when I mood swing. Reading stuff like that doesn’t exactly make you feel better about yourself, the way you look at the world, and how you think the rest of your life will turn out.

Just a few weeks ago, I was rummaging through my book shelf for something to read when unearthed an old book I enjoyed reading as a teenager: Betty Smith’s A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. As I travelled through the streets of Brooklyn at the turn of the century, it dawned to me that Francie Nolan, the novel’s protagonist, resembles me more than any fictional character I have ever come across, in terms of personality, interests, and character. The most obvious similarities are that she is a writer, a voracious reader, and that she dislikes the company of women and has no close female friends. But the one thing we have in common is how we can still find happiness in the simplest things despite living in an environment of despair - a trait I have never seen in any other fictional character. Francie is the kind of girl who gets drunk upon seeing the red petals of a tulip. In the same way, I find a lot of pleasure in the ordinary things people often take for granted. The best example I can give for that is drinking coffee. It’s not a very big deal for most people but no matter how crappy my day has been, I feel a little bit better knowing that there’s my evening cup of coffee to look forward to.

A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is mostly the story of a teenage Francie growing up in the slums of Brooklyn, although it also delves a little into her family history. Determined to escape a life of poverty, she cherishes her education and at the same time, nurses her dreams of becoming a writer. Although she was able to graduate from elementary school, financial difficulties forced her to start working to help her mother put some bread on the table. Some of the story is also told from her mother Katie’s point of view - regrets, dreams for her children, and the hard work she does to give her family a better life than she could ever have.

The plot doesn’t sound like much, but that’s not why I love A Tree Grow in Brooklyn. The characters are so lovable and endearing, you can’t help but empathize with them and cheer for them all the way - especially if you’re a girl. It’s the perfect coming-of-age story for any woman. First of all, it covers the usual thoughts girls go through as they grow up - friendship, family, school, work. Last night was the first time I understood why Francie’s feelings about her work. Today was the start of my internship at a major real estate company based in Makati. I’m not getting paid or anything, but at the same time I felt proud that I was doing something with my life. At the same time, even mothers might be able to can relate to the story through the character of Katie.

What’s beautiful about A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is that it’s uplifting without being sappy and overly sentimental (*cough*NicholasSparks*cough*). It makes you feel good because it teaches you that no matter how hopeless things seem, you just gotta keep on fighting if you want your circumstances to improve. Oh, and it also does something very strange to me: reading this book makes me crave for food I wouldn’t normally eat (white bread with nothing on it). That’s how well Betty Smith describes poverty and hunger.

One thing I do dislike about the book is what it says about love. Near the end, Katie tells Francie that the reason why you fall in love with men is because something about them reminds you about your first love. That’s complete nonsense but then again, what did people at the early 1900s know about love?

Despite that, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is still one of my favorite books and will most likely be something I will read and reread for the rest of my life.


Insane over Insaniquarium

Sunday Feb 19, 2006

As a general rule, I try to avoid playing RPGs and PS2 games during the school year. As it is, I’m already having difficulty balancing my academic, extracurriculars, and social/love life. There’s just not enough time for a video game life, what with papers, exams, deadlines, and bumming around at school doing absolutely nothing.

However, I’m too much of a geek to completely forbid myself the pleasure of video games in the middle of the semester. Every now and then I allow myself to indulge in simple, downloadable games to get my mind off stress and, er, have a reason to procrastinate. Last year, I couldn’t stop playing Kingdom of Loathing. A few weeks ago I was really into the PC version of Risk–a board-game like game where the main objective is to conquer the world. I also managed to download a copy of the Oregon Trail, which used to be my favorite game when I was a kid. But I eventually got sick of the two games and got around to actually doing some studying.

Today, I am unbelievably addicted to Insaniquarium.

Like most addictive games, the concept behind Insaniquarium Deluxe is very simple. The objective is to raise guppies, collect as much money as you can from the coins the fishes drop, and keep the occassional alien from killing all your fishies. The main game mode is the Adventure mode, where you have to raise a certain amount of money to get through five different stages. After you complete every stage, you receive a marine pet that helps you raise your fish, collect money, or battle the aliens that invade the aquarium. Yes, there are aliens. O_o They can be very annoying when they kill off most of your fish but then I’m kind of glad that they’re around. A game’s no fun if there isn’t any real adversary to battle off.

There’s actually a little strategy involved because you have to choose the best combination of pets to include in your aquarium. There are around 20 pets, but you can only use up to three of them at a time. Each pet has a different ability. For instance, Prego the Fish gives birth to a guppy every now and then, saving you the trouble of buying a new one every time. Meryl the Mermaid makes the fishies drop coins faster. My favorite combination is Prego, Zorf the Seahorse–who automatically feeds the fish, and Stinky the Snail–who helps me catch any coins that I might have missed.

God, I sound like such a dork.

There are two other modes aside from the Adventure mode. The Time Trial mode is where you have to collect as much money after a given amount of time, and Challenge Mode is where you have to deal with price inflation and difficult aleins. I haven’t tried the latter yet, because I just downloaded the game last night and am still concentrating on collecting as much money as I can to improve my Virtual Tank.

The Virtual Tank is basically a virtual aquarium. The money you earned from the three pervious modes can be used to buy guppies, carnivorous fish, exotic fish, and acquarium accessories. It works just like an actual aquarium: you feed your fish and with time, they’ll grow in size. It’s really funky because you can use your Virtual Tank as your screensaver and it’s nice to just kind of stare at it and watch your fish swim around. The best part about it is that there are no aliens! I think there’s an option that allows aliens to enter the acquarium but why in the world would I want to do that?

Lucky for me, next week is going to be light–no homework, exams, or articles to write, for once! I suppose it’s best if I play Insaniquarium to death now so that when hell week comes around, nothing can distract me from being a productive student.

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King Kong

Wednesday Dec 14, 2005

I really must be getting old. For some reason I no longer have the energy to keep up with my friends; they can stay up all night and still make it for their 8:30 classes the next day but I have to beg off at 8 p.m. even though I don’t have to get up til around 9 the next morning. Hell, sometimes even 1 a.m. is way too late for me already. Maybe I just need to get more sleep, or vitamins or something.

Today I ended early so I decided to watch King Kong at Glorietta with Pat and some friends from school. For those who didn’t know, King Kong is directed by Peter Jackson (the same dude who directed The Lord of the Rings trilogy) so naturally the movie was three hours long and slightly epic. I half-expected Aragorn to pop out in the middle of the movie, riding a horse or charging with his sword, because some of the scenery, character design, and camera angles really looked like stuff out of LOTR.

King Kong was a high-energy, exciting, and slightly stupid movie. It catered to every single fear I had: heights, freaky ghost-like children, and bugs. I felt my skin crawl when I saw the giant centipede and couldn’t bear to watch the rest of the scene. Bbut the worst was the huge, man-eating leeches. They were ugly, bloated, undulating things with fangs, and what made them particularly awful for me was how their victims suffered slow, horrible deaths. In the movie, one unfortunate crew member had an arm inside the mouth of a leech and his head being sucked in slowly by another leech, and even when his head was in the leech’s body you could hear him screaming. *shiver* I’m going to have nightmares tonight.

(Which reminded me of this weird dream I had last night. For some reason I had to observe the mating habits of cockroaches and I had very vivid close-up images of a cockroach penis repeatedly plunging inside a cockroach vagina. Not the most pleasant dream I’ve had.)

There are a lot of logical holes in the film, though. You never do find out how in the world Carl Denham (Jack Black) gets ahold of this mysterious map that pointed to the mysterious island. You also never find out how they manage to lug King Kong all the way to Manhattan using their rusty, rickety boat. Ann Darrow (Naomi Watts) not only runs around the jungle in nothing but a silk nightie; she is also barefoot and manages to stay clean and have perfect hair while being chased by King Kong, T-Rexes, and what have you. Jack Driscoll (Adrian Brody) can do anything, from riding a bat to finding where King Kong was hiding in the jungle when so many others have died in the attempt. And the list goes on.

In spite of these pitfalls, I found King Kong to be a very exciting, and very brain-numbing experience. I guess that’s also partly due to the fact that I was with people who share the same sense of humor as I do. Don’t expect anything intelligent or clever from this movie because it really is nothing more than effective yet mindless entertainment. 3.5/5

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