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By: I has write a song! » laurganism.com > I Flail at Life [blogging since 1996]

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 11:26:41 +0000

[...] I finally finished tweaking the song I wrote last night and out of boredom and sheer excitement, I decided to record it. For obvious reasons I couldn’t exactly drag Kristel over to my place so I’m the one doing the singing here. Please don’t expect much out of my voice; there’s a reason why I’m doing back-up vocals, after all. [...]

By: jozzua

jozzua — Tue, 22 May 2007 13:06:31 +0000

There was a time back in College when I had a lonnggg depressing episode. My angst came up from wanting to share my feelings with someone i really liked but not having the guts to actually do so. The fear of rejection was utterly paralyzing. Like you, I resorted to writing and composing music.

Last December, my old College buddy came back from the states and said that I don’t write great music anymore – I lost it. He figured, I must be happier these days.

I laughed.

I thought to myself – It’s probably because I don’t care about rejections anymore.

By: kat

kat — Mon, 21 May 2007 01:47:08 +0000

The only thing we should strive for, she said, is calm….
It sounded cum when I read it to my sister

By: Derek

Derek — Sun, 20 May 2007 06:33:38 +0000

You always have social engagements, I’m the opposite, I rarely have any. I didn’t realize how much of a social recluse I was until Heather and I stopped being “together” together, and finding out I had no one to spend my evenings with.

Depression is a funny beast. In order to be depressed you have to know that there is a better life out there than the one you currently have. You never see ignorant neanderthals talking about depression. They simply don’t know any better. You have tasted bits and pieces of a better life, those little torches in the dark hallway, and because you know they are there but you’re not near them right now, you are depressed.

I guess the only way to find happiness is like you said, keep walking on toward the next light and hoping it will last once we get there. I don’t want a calm life. Calm lives are for people who are born, live, die, and 3 generations later no one even knows they were alive. I want a happy life, a successful life, and most importantly a memorable life. So however far down that hallway I have run to get to those lights, I’m gonna try my hardest to go. Congratulations on your song.