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I finally finished tweaking the song I wrote last night and out of boredom and sheer excitement, I decided to record it. For obvious reasons I couldn’t exactly drag Kristel over to my place so I’m the one doing the singing here. Please don’t expect much out of my voice; there’s a reason why I’m doing back-up vocals, after all.

Escape is a song that encapsulates what I feel about depression and the desperation to do something – anything – to get myself out of that funk. As I’ve mentioned in my previous entries, I realized that traveling gives me a vacation from life and from myself, but it’s a vicious cycle really. The happier I am when I’m traveling, the more depressed I get when I have to return.

We’ve decided to retain the name Borderline Virgins for our band although Kimi, our original bassist, will be sorely missed. It won’t be the same without her.

Escape
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I’m going away today
I’m tired of running this race
I’m packing my bags
I’m not looking back
at this sordid space

Don’t know where I’ll end up
but it’s gotta be better than this
I’ll take one for the road
cos it’s something that I’m gonna miss

I’m flying away
from this desolate place
from this desperate state
I’ll be happy today
but it’s just an escape
but it’s just an escape
The moment fades

I’m riding a speeding bus
down a road that I’ve never been
I’m letting the wind chase down
the sweat crawling out of my skin

Don’t know where I am now
but that doesn’t matter to me
Reality’s too far
and the sunlight is all I can see

I’m flying away
from this desolate place
from this desperate state
Hey hey hey
I’ll be happy today
but it’s just an escape
but it’s just an escape

Don’t want to go back to
the place where I should belong
Tomorrow comes too soon
and then everything good will go wrong

I’ll do all that it takes
to get out of this place
to get out of this state
Hey hey hey
I’ll be happy someday
cos someday I’ll escape
cos someday I’ll escape

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Hey hey hey
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
The moment fades